Wild Side

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning to all. SPM is almost over and I don't know how to feel ? One paper left, Pengajian Keusahawanan. I need an A for this, of course. Uhh, post harini nak cerita I had a great day yesterday morning with le' dorm mates. Lepas subuh semalam, ktorg pergi dining and dining makan koko krunch yg murah tu. Blerghh meang tak ah doe. Dah lah pukul 11.15 budak accounts ada exam. Aku lah tu enn ? Hahaha. So, ktorg satu dorm pakat nak outing kedai mamak je lah pagi tu and yeah we did. Semuaa pergi kecuali Intan, Izzatul and Sabrina. Tiga tiga ni budak accounts. Hehe. Budak accounts yang pergi 2 org je, Fatin dgn aku. Ktorg nak fill our tummy with mamak's that morning. Pukul 8 keluar jalan smpai stadium bola tu, cehh pakai baju outing kot semua ! Haha, siap bawak kad outing lagi, bagi dekat pak guard. Tapi dah ada kebenaran warden lah. Pfftt, stok budak baik ? Hahaha.

So naik 2 teksi, since there's 9 org. Yang badan kecik kecik naik satu teksi 5 org, Fatin, Faez, Aimi, Nasha dgn Wani. Haha. Lagi 4 ni badan semua sado sado, 'Ainan, Nisa, Key, aku. The sado's. Haha. Then jalan sikit lagi smpai lah kedai mamak dekat Tasik Permaisuri tu. Semua org order makanan and semua mcm kebulur nak mampus -.- So this was what we ordered :

1. 'AINAN : Roti canai, nasi lemak mamak + ayam goreng, jus epal.

2. WANI : Bungkus rojak mamak, Neslo ais. 

3. AIMI : Nasi lemak mamak, roti telur, teh ais.

4. FATIN : Roti telur, teh ais.

5. NASHA : Roti telur, teh ais.

6. KEY : Roti canai 2, teh tarik.

7. FAEZ : Roti telur 2, teh tarik.

8. NISA : Roti canai 2, teh ais.

9. HANI : Rawa tosai, roti canai, milo ais 2.

Haha, gila babas enn makan pagi ktorg ? Well, they say Breakfast like a King ! Woohooo. Mamak tu tension gila kot aku rasa layan kerenah ktorg. Bnyk cakap, bnyk order. Hahaha. So ada pictures sikit. Tadaaaa !

Fatin and Nasha.

Faez and Nisa.

Nasha, Hani and Key. Muka aku freak out sangat sebab ada flash -.-

Muka orang lapar. Hahaha. We are the Perhubungan's :)

Aimi and Wani. Bed mates :)

'Ainan, Fatin and Nasha. Lapar gila doe time ni. Air pun tk dapat lagi -.-

Perhubungan's at their retarded :D LOL

Breakfast like the kings :D

Hahha, muka masing masing ! Sakai -.-

Nisa risau kena bayar banyak :O Faez nak comel je. Bahahah.

On the way balik sekolah tercinta :D Faez photographer sementara.

This was my bill. RM 8.00 for two iced milo, rawa tosai and roti canai. Hehe.

Anyways, masa nak balik tu Aimi tak larat nak jalan balik haha. Lepastu 'Ainan tahan teksi, and 4 org naik teksi. 'Ainan, Aimi, Fatin and Faez. Yang lagi 5 tu jalan kaki balik. Best. Lepastu ada polis mcm nak berhenti dekat ktorg and aku mcm " Ni emsti kawan ustaz JA ? " Haha, nak bgtau ktorg fly ah tu. Tapi ktorg ada kebenaran, okay lah tuu. Sampai sekolah je, budak aspura kecoh, jerit dekat ktorg " UNTUNG AH OUTING ! " Haha. Lantak kau ah, tak reti nak minta warden asal -.-Key belikan Bond roti canai tapi bond tk angkat phne so Key bagi Ikram je. Haha, kena bahan. Okay so that's for this morning's post. Malas nak taip lagi. Byeeeeeeee !

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

29.11.2012, 0833 hours.

Turn up the Love

Gambar mukadimah.

How are you doing ? Check me out ! Haha, I'm so cool I fell and siapa tah amik gambar ni. Haha. Well this was actually right after TIKL's Sports Day 2012. Tahun ni tak masuk apa apa acara except for tarik tali. And biasa lah, tarik tali Gamma Girls dapat silver. And tahun ni macam biasa juga, aku akan buat persembahan untuk silat and this year lagi gempak daripada last year sebab ada guling sana sini, tumbuk sana sini. Haha, masa aku buat persembahan tu sumpah cuak gila. Tapi all went okay. Enam orang, Ifwat, Naiem, Amir, Qhairil, Faez and aku. Hee.

Anyways, lepastu sports day, Tulip kumpul dekat Padang Kawad Bomba, and yang takde masa tu Wani and Allyn kot kalau tk silap. Ktorg semua ni amik gambar mcm org gilaa, hyper nak mati especially aku, macam biasa lah kan ? Lepastu buat video. Haha, video aku, aku fly sekolah. Serious, aku fly. Like aku keluar pagar belakang yg ada tepi pondok bomba tu kan ? Yeap, aku fly ikut situ. Haha, berani mati enn ? I know. Raihani Rahman, budak yg pantang dicabar. 

Mhhmm, tengok kalender, 24.11.2012. Wow, isnin ni chemistry. Rabu ni accounts and rabu depan pengajian keusahawanan. 7 papers down, 3 to go. THREE ! Setakat 7 papers yang dah aku rempuh ni, cehh, rempuh, ingat rugby ?! Haha. Umm, sejarah dengan add maths. Macam tkde harapan je nak A. Aaaaa ! Serious ! Aku bukan doakan tapi aku tkde confident langsung lah wehh ! Hmm, nak nangis. Habis paper physics haritu call ummi guna phne 'Ainan. Lepastu nangis, sebab first, phone macam tkde harapan nak elok je. Waaaaaaaa !! Lepastu add maths mmg paling teruk lah rasanya. B pun jadilah. Yeah phone aku still kena tahan dekat kedai. Woii dah 3 minggu okay tak guna phne. Bapak tension. 

Lepas SPM sumpah aku dah plan banyak gilaa ! Haha, and PLKN ? Ohyeahh campak lah aku dekat mana, aku dah buat keputusan aku akan pergi :D Hihih. Tapi kalau boleh taknak pergi utara, mcm kur kurr je ? Kalau boleh nak pergi sabah sarawak. Memang lah parents ssh nak melawat, it's okay. This is life. ou have to learn how to survive. Tiba tiba memang rasa tak sabar gila nak pergi PLKN. Hahaha. Oh sebelum tu aku nak kurus. Haha. Pergi gym ah, drpd ddk rumah tido makan je kerja. 

Ni senarai yang akan aku laksanakan selepas SPM. Umm, for the time being lah, kalau ada program lain tukar kot ? Hihi. 

1. Baca novel sampai power specs kena tambah

2. Tengok movies dengan kawan kawan

3. Bercuti sambil beribadah

4. PLKN, nak jadi wirawati yang sado. Haha !

5. Gymnasium 2 minggu sekali.

6. Badminton macam dulu.

Ni lah setakat ni yang aku mmg nak buat gila gila. Umm sekarang, I really need my phone back. No, bukan nak text or call siapa sangat pun. It's just the things in there, sedih lah. Aku lagi rela iPod and rosak drpd iPhone aku. Memang lah dua dua kuning, tapi aku nak iPhone jugaaaakk ! Mak aku cakap nak bagi S3 dia, still, aku taknak, walaupun S3. Naiem text mak aku and dia suruh mak aku belikan phne baru je utk aku, tapi dengan satu syarat. Aku kena at least dpat 5A utk SPM. Memang nak kena doe mamat ni. Dah lah text mak aku tu tak bgtau aku ! Ciss. iPhone tu aku sayang dia mcm aku sayang boyfriend aku. iPhone tu lah boyfriend aku wehh. Dear boyfriend, I love you, please recover as soon as possible :( Love, your girlfriend, maduu.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2253 hours, 24/11/2012

Homeless and Broke

Assalamualaikum dan selamat malam. The title does not matter. At all. It was a part from the lyrics As Long As You Love Me. I was listening to it just now. I really like the meaning of the song. Okay, I don't feel quit good today. Too much thinking I guess ? Hmm. He was crossing my mind today. I have no idea why but I don't like it. Come on, dia dah jadi sejarah, Raihani. Wake up ! I still have his name on my MPP badge. I used liquid paper on it, and I often wear it cause it's like SPM, why bother ? Haaahh, well, I've learned that the most romantic story isn't Romeo and Juliet, but grandma and grandpa who grew old together. Sob sob. Why am I so emotional ? Hahaha. Well here's something that really motivates me :

She's the girl that believes what comes around goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won't give up on you. She's the girl that's unlike the rest. The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying. She's the girl that would love to be loved. The one that looks so damn strong but feels so weak. She's the girl that picks herself up every time she falls....

Photo : RAIHANI RAHMAN.

Everyone has their own life, weather it's hard or rough or perhaps cool, it's life. GO ON ! Today I doing too much thinking and ended up doing add maths. Oh dear, I put a lot of effort to actually focus, and I really want that A I've always aiming for. For my last trials, I did badly in add maths. I failed. I didn't cry. I sat quietly at my place and Cikgu Radziah talked to me personally. She said I used to say I love add maths and I wanted to be a tutor for that subject.  Well I didn't show em' this year. I don't why -.- I just don't. Trials was the worst marks I obtained from other exams I sat for. Guess how much ? 16%. Wow ? Ohyeahh, wow Raihani -.- Sixteen. Not even my age. Pffftt. During the add maths trial, I was not feeling well, but I'm not counting it as my mistake or saying God is not fair. Maybe it's God's punishment to me ? Who knows right ? My parents were really disappointed. I was too. Anyways, I studied add maths the whole evening and I was really stressed out like stressed out, grrr I was tired. So I took pictures. Pictures may explain more story. Heee. 

This is real study people. Hahaha. The whole table was mine, it was so messy -.-

Selagi SPM tak habis, selagi tu pipi aku makin tembam -.- 

I had no idea what the question want .

I just don't get the question. Blerghh, almost threw the calculator.

After looking at the solution behind, I went " Daangg, it was easy ! Careless mistake "

Oh Add Maths :'( Again with the pipi tembam -.- Grrr.

Yes I really mean it. Xoxo, hanimaduu :)

I was enjoying myself taking pictures, sorry if there's a repeat to a photo. Teeheee.

I almost gave up. Yeah, stop asking me about you X, because he ran away with a new girl. Hahaha :D

I found another question asking for " Find X. " Hahaha. Shesshh.

AGAIN ANOTHER QUESTION ON X. I was like whateverrr -.-'

Looking up for a relaxing song. It was ' Lagu Kita ' by Aizat.

Love is never measured by the times he made you laugh, but by the numbers of times he made you smile after you cried :) 

I may not be perfect but parts of me are pretty much awesome !

Sometimes love gone wrong is actually life gone right :')

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2233 hours, 14/11/2012

Pink head

Assalamualaikum semua. Heh gambar di atas sebagai mukadimah. Gambar ni time jamuan PPI 2012/2013. Masa ni baru aku rasa otai bercakap sesuatu yg aku mcm ternganga gila dengar. Haha, tahniah otai ! Okay so malam sebelum jamuan ni, PPI aspuri form 5, ktorg plan nak pakai hitam semua. Lepastu nnt mcm tk best lah pulak sbb semua hitam sngt. Nanti macam women in black ? Pffftt. So tudung mcm boleh lah bebas sikit enn ? " At least menyerlah lah sikit, jangan hitam je semua " Ni Asyiqin cakap. And that night, seperti dalam gambar, aku paling menyerlah and semua mcm wehh sejak bila kau suka pink ?! Memang lah aku tk suka pink, habis ? Saje je try and muka aku nampak pelik pakai pink. Urghh. Dah lah ddk tgh tgh. Haha.

Anyways, yesterday ( monday ) I went to the library in Shah Alam, met Isaac and Key. Oh at first, sampai pukul 10, library baru buka and I went to the first floor. Then baru nak belajar ada satu couple ni, mcm annoying gila. Aku rasa mcm nk tampar muka masing masing. Sheshh, pergi library belajar dah ah wehh ! Okay sorry. So aku ddk dkat tmpt yg mcm tersembunyi tu sikit, ada lah, sunyi. Lepastu tmpt tu makin ramai org memenuhi. And meja aku ddk tu utk 4 org. Dtg 2 org lelaki ni, nak ddk satu meja dgn aku. Woii aku dah ah tak kenal kau, suka hati kau je ! I was getting cold, and jam dah pukul 11. I was wondering mana Isaac dgn Key ni ? Tergerak hati nk naik second floor, and diaorg dekat situ -.- Kur kurr. Belajar physics smpai zohor lepastu solat and nak turun makan. Key taknak makan so dia online je dkat situ. Aku turun dengan Isaac and ramai gila orang ! Ktorg mcm naik balik ah, nanti lah makan. Otw nak naik tu, tiba tiba ada org panggil, " RAIHANI ! " Aku dgn Isaac berhenti and we saw someone. Siapa ? Oh le' bestfriend, Naiem. Tak sangka jumpa dia. Dia dtg nak study dgn Nazihah and aku mcm oh okayy. Aku study dgn Isaac. Haha. Tapi dia lepak jgk dgn ktorg kejap. Key dgn Isaac bahan aku dgn Naiem, dah biasa, dah bosaaan. 

Lepastu Key mintk tolong Naiem fotostat kertas physics ni and aku teman. Ktorg naik tangga lepastu sesat kejap, no bukan sesat, ada bnyk pintu, tk tau nak bukak yg mana. Hahaha. Smpai tingkat 3 nak bukak pintu, pintu berkunci. Okay keluar balik, naik escalator. Masa dkat tingkat 3, tengah naik escalator ni, tiba tiba escalator terberhenti -.- paling malu ah ! Dah lah ktorg dua je dkat situ, org sekeliling mcm pandang. Urghhh, tak guna gila. Lepastu kena fotostat sendiri, and aku nmpk mcm org baru msuk kerja. Hahaha. Pun bolehh. Lepastu ktorg dkat sana smpai pukul 5.30 pm. Mak aku dtg, pergi makan dkat area kedai mak aku and ktorg berempat makan nasi grg pattaya. Minum jus. Naiem bajet bajet segan, penampor kang. Isaac habis makan dulu, sebab dia lapar sangat. Key mcm teruja gila minum air jus tu. Haha sedap sangat. Lepastu lepak kedai mak aku kejap, Naiem nk beli jubah utk kakak dia. Lepastu dah nak maghrib so mak aku hntr diaorg semua dkat stesen batu tiga. 

Paling tak boleh tahan gelak waktu tunggu mak aku, ktorg saling bahan membahan. Tiba tiba nama Ikram pun masuk, haha. Puncanya Key dgn Naiem, tak habis habis membahan. Aku dgn Isaac main game dlm phne Isaac je. Lepastu time tu ada mamat motor, 2 org. Pakai seluar pendek, singlet, selipar. Naik moto. Geli gila ah ! Ingt hot sngt pakai mcm tu ? Pondan jalanan -.- Haaa kan dah mengutuk. Okay ni post utk malam ni. Kalau online lagi malam ni update lagi satu blog. Adalah, specialnya sikit. Haha. Assalamualaikum.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2230 hours, 13/11/2012

SPM 2012

11th November 2012.

Happy Birthday to my only brother, Rizal Rahimi Rahman. Uhuh, naughty little boy. He's 13. Take my advice brother, BE MATURED ! Urghh, sometimes he really gets on nerves okay. Well, cuti sekolah ni je dia macam menyakitkan hati orang, so I told my mom to send him to the Tahfiz ke apa ke, biar dia jangan duduk rumah selagi SPM aku tk habis. Ohyeahh, and my mom registered him somewhere in Shah Alam, err,I was not really paying attention when my mom was talking. Hee :)

Anyways, SPM was SPM. No I meant, SPM was a thing which I have to do it no matter what. Day 1 was Bahasa Malaysia. I ran out of time for Paper 1, which was the essay part and I had no idea what to write even for the simplest thing they asked, err, the one on Sambutan Kemerdekaan. OMG ! I felt like throwing myself off the window ? Pfftt. Paper 2 was fine. Day 2 was English. Oh guess what ? I had to go to the toilet when the time was about to end and my essay was not finished. So I did go to the toilet and walahh, I finish my essay on time ! Lucky me. Paper 2 was fine too. Day 3 was history. It was a history to remember, get it ? Aku call kwan kwan ASIS, dpt soalan drpd MTD, blah blah blahh, and finally BOOOM, bukak paper 2 ternganga 40 minit pertama. Grr, balik dorm, amik buku maths, turun surau, minta ampun dgn Allah, call mak aku and aku mcm menangis lah jugak. Sedih gila wehh, aku tk pernah kecewa mcm ni kalau jwb sejarah. So petang lepas sejarah tu belajar maths dgn Halimah dkat surau, bdk lelaki memekak makan durian dkat kanan surau. Eishh. Bukan nak offer. Sab, Nysa, Key dgn Intan asyik main camera phne aku. 

Lepas Asar, aku dgn Intan basuh bilik wudhuk. Lepastu Asyiqin dgn Puteri dtg. Aku dah mcm org tk betul. Siap berkawad bagai dlm tu. Haha, lepastu simbah Intan dgn air, kejar Puteri sambil berkawad, kanan kiri belok semua jadi ah wehh. Haha. Heyy, aku dulu pun berkawad jugak. Sebab masalah kerap pengsan, cikgu suruh aku berhenti. Pfftt, sedih enn ? Nangis lah apa lagi ! Okay gurau je, sorry. Heee. Sbb tu thun lepas masuk silat. Thun ni pun silat cuma thun ni lebih extreme. Sampai jari hampir patah enn ? Gahahahah. Anyways, day 4 was mathematics and it was kinda easy. Until I checked paper 1, lepastu mcm ada 3 ke 4 CARELESS mistakes. Urghh ! Target 36/40 kot ! Lawak apa kalau dah ada careless mistakes -.- Tak apa lah, in sha Allah boleh A+ lagi tu. Hihi. Oh speaking about exams, my place, which is where I sit, oh man. I'm not liking it, why ? Because tak boleh nak stretch kaki, smthng like mengeliat lah tu. Terbantut. I have knee problems here, and I can't rilex my feet especially when we were sitting for 2 hours to 2 hours and 30 minutes papers. God ! It really kills me okayy. Oh I just 'painted' how my class looks like during exam. Haha. I was bored okay and sorry if my 'painting' burst you into laughs. Tehee. Walaaahh :

Hahahaha, I know, your grandama does it better. Well, meja mmg senget senget tu mmg dlm kelas meja aku senget, haha. Cehh nak cover. Nampak tk meja aku dkat mana ! Sempit gilaa. Dah lah tempat aku tu mcm unik gila. Even dekat kelas org lain tkde tmpt ddk mcm aku ni, haaa sbb belakang sekali sebelah kanan tu, ada calon penumpang. Dari sklh mana not sure sbb aku tk tegur dia pun. Dia lelaki. Hoho. So now, from 22 papers, 14 to go. From 10 subjects, 6 to go. Goooo hani ! Grab that 10A's you want. Show the world you can. It's beautiful when you see your loved ones tear in tears when it's joy of tears. Oh dearr. Trying to focus for the upcoming papers, especially physics and add maths. Oh please please physics, I LOVE YOUUUU ! Pray for me people. I love you readers :) Oh speaking about readers, I found out about this person, I'm not sure a girl or a guy, this person keeps on stalking on me. I don't like it. Your annoying, I fell like slapping you. Stop it loser ! I don't even know who you are, you're creeping me. I don't care if you read this cause I pity you. Takde kerja lain meh ? 

Fuuhh, a long post isn't it for today ? Well, I'm going to miss blog soon, as Thursday calls the hostelites of TIKL to pack their things up and be ready to face the war again. Wow, what a sentence :D Semalam skype dgn Khairi, dia nak webcam aku taknak, NO WAY ! Hahaha. Dia tnya about this guy to me and aku macam SHITT ! Okay sorry. Tapi like yeah, asal tnya ! Haha. Well, I kinda wonder what his doing right now, how's his life, how's his SPM and stuff and I kinda miss him tho. Wow, Raihani, berani mati kau ni -.- Kalau dia baca ni, wait dia baca ke ? Tak kot, he does not care about me anymore okay. Pffftt. Okaay dah penat dah ni, malam ni nak keluar betulkan phone. I hope its okay. Aku sayang benda alah kuning tu okaaayyy :'(

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

1807 hours, 11/11/2012

Make my life Complete

Assalamualaikum, selamat malam semuaa. Aaaa, mengantuknya. Nak tido tapi baru pukul 10.30pm. Kejap lagi tido lah. Cerita sikit je lah malam ni. So as a seventeen years old girl, you knowww, SPM candidate, oh my. SPM started on the 5th November 2012, 0800 hours. First paper was Bahasa Malaysia Kertas 1. Karangan ? First time experience konon, so tmpt duduk aku dkat kelas 4 Elektrik 2. Koordinat meja aku paling pelik, unik. Dah lah masa susun meja tu, kerusi aku tmpt ddk dia tercabut lepastu pergi mintk kerusi kelas 4E1. Takde pergi 4E3, lepastu teacher marah sbb aku tkde dlm kelas. Hehe. Dah lah meja pun tkde tmpt letak kaki tu, lepastu kalau nak pajangkan kaki tkde space sbb sempit ! Grr, Raziq duduk belakang aku, dia suka tendang kerusi aku, aku terkejut. Haha.

Okayy so basicly I'm sitting for 10 subjects, 22 papers. Well, 8 papers down, 14 to go. Sekejap gila, serious. Oh BM and BI was okayy. Mengharapkan score bahagian karangan je lah ni. History was going to be my history. You get it ? Macam ni, aku call kawan dkat ASIS, ktorg mcm spot this and that. Lepastu dpat text drpd yg sklh lain spot yg itu yg ini. Well, I think Jabatan tukar soalan SPM last minute, like pagi tu jugak. And guess what ? Semua org menganga for paper 2, termasuk lah aku ni haa. First 40 minutes I was blank, I didn't know what to do. Then I answered a few questions and tried to answer best for KBKK. Tapi serious kecewa gila lah paper sejarah. Nak nangis aku ni wehh ! Maths was okayy. Hope boleh score lah.

Cerita seterusnya, iPhone aku rosak. Yes, rosak. ROSAK WEHH ROSAK ! Lepas paper sejarah hari rabu petang tu pergi basuh bilik wuduk dekat surau al-Falah. Main air dgn Intan. Haha, habis basah seluar. Aku siap berkawad dlm tu, Putri gelak gilagila. Asyiqin tension dgn aku sbb aku memekak. Lepastu diaorg halau aku suruh pergi PLKN cepat :( Hmm. Oh Asyiqin suruh aku jadi imam perempuan dkat sana nanti. In sha Allah. Lepastu naik dorm, lepas mandi nak turun time maghrib, phne aku tk blh on langsung ! Tension gila. Smpai harini, masih kecewa, dlm dilema. Oh sedihnya ! Mhmm sorry lah ter-drama. Tapi sedih lah wehh ! iPhone kot. Nak ganti brg mahal pulaa.

Aku sngt serabut, sekarang ni lapar dan mngntuk, aku pun rasa kalau aku go on with this post aku akan merepek. So next post maybe ada gambar. Err, sabar eh ? Hee, good night semua !

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
2312 hours, 09/11/2012