SAYONARA !

Dear SMK USJ 13 friends,

I will surely miss all of you and hope to meet again :) Although we have gone through tough and smooth, dark and dusty, but every memory would not be erased by me. To my best buddies, I'll miss you like crazy, yeah ! I hope I can fit-in in that school. Gosh, I'm sick, my voice is STILL not okay, I'm coughing and coughing :O As I was packing my clothes just now, I was halfway busy with the tissue -_- I was thinking of bringing a box of tissue, but naaah. By bag is full already :D LOL.

Dear SMKT KL people,

I wish to know more about the school. I hope you guys would welcome me. Hmm next, I don't know what to write here about this school. Hmmm.

So okay, I'm chatting with my cousin and Alif Aiman. Hahah, Aiman was repeating the same thing when we were about to leave the chatbox. He reminded me not to forget him, and his jokes. He'll miss me. Aww, I'll miss you too, Aiman :) His a nice friend. To Aida Aliah, sorry for spreading my virus to you :( But seriously now, I'm having a slight fever. Oh nooo. I'm kinda excited for tomorrow, but at the same time, I'm worried too :O Hmm, yesterday night I had a dream on 'him' again, and I was curious. Why did he appear in my dream after he knows I'm leaving ? I AM CURIOUS -_- Goodbye 'him', again :) Heee.

WELL, LASTLY I WANNA SAY HERE, GOODBYE SUBANG JAYA AND HELLO KUALA LUMPUR, GOODBYE FELLOW GREAT FRIENDS, HELLO NEW UNKNOWN FRIENDS. Will be updating soon if I'm back. Bye people, and take care :)

Lots Of Love, Raihani Rahman :)
2300 hours, 16/01/2011

Cramp

I don't know why but this evening as I was sleeping, I dreamt of 'him' and it was a sad dream. Awwwh ! I wish I could see him for the last time. But I don't think so. I only see him in school just now :( Gooodbye 'you'. I wish I could do more stuff to tell him I kinda sort of like him. Oh shit. BYE !

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
0158 hours, 16/01/2011

Crash or Crush ?

Today went to school around 7.45 am. Walked with Afiqah Muzainah and Aida Aliah. Before that went to eat at the mamak stall in front of my house. So yesterday I and Aida Aliah had a sleepover. aida slept at my house. We were sooooo excited about SHINee. We watched their videos from 10.00 pm to 11.00 and then I started to online, facebooking and stuff, Aida watched alone and she fell asleep,cause I left her alone. Hehehe. Sorry :) Then I woke here up around 12.15 am, and we straighten up our hair using the straighterner. It was hot ! LOL. Then I talked a lot -_- aida just listened and I felt like taling to myself. No offence Aida Aliah. Heh. Well, I slept around 3, aida Aliah slept earlier, she's tired I guess. So much for not sleeping -_- Pffft. Hahaha. So we woke up around 6.40 am and I was like OH SHIT ! We're sooo late. We set the alarm at 5.15 am, but I guess I got up, went to the toilet and go to sleep again :) LMAO. So today we had the meeting stuff and it was so sad cause I could only watch them slecting and voting people. Awww :( Why must I leave the school ?

Afternoon, Aida Aliah was seriously sick and I was coughing like a shit -_- My voice now is gone. Like I could only give hand signals -_- so not cool ! Evening I felt asleep after doing add maths and when I woke up, I had a slight fever and I could not walk straight. Arghh. It's going to be school days already and now I'm sick. OMG ! Hmm, nevermind. There must be something for this :) Currently, watching TV3 with Abg Hafiz, blogging here, and downloading some songs intomy MP4. Sooooo damn freakin' slow. Shish ! Got to go. This movie is so boring -_-My backbone is in pain, heh. Goooooodnight bloggers :D

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
0136 hours, 16/01/2011

Kisses from me to You

How I wish falling in love has traffic lights too,
So that I would know if,
I should GO for it, SLOW DOWN, or just STOP,
To avoid heart accident.


I fucking miss you all day.
everyday,
and you can't even imagine,
how pathetic it makes me feel,
because I don't even know if you
miss me back.

You stole my heart once,
You stole my heart twice,
But now you throw my heart just like that,
I wonder,
Are you cheap ? Or are you just FUCKING STUPID ?

A heartbreaker is a person who always breaks the heart,
A heartbroken is a person who always gets the heart break,
So if you poke a hole in my heart,
Sorry, is not the way to say you want me back.

Well, I don't know why I'm posting this, but I'm just letting everything out :)

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
13/01/2011, 1822 hours.

Oh Shut Up

So as you know, I moving school. Dear oh dear. I want to move school because I want to study better and stay away from my boyfriend, since some problems are not settled. Well, I'm not running away from my own problems, but I'm still need to study. I don't want to move school because I can't leave my great beautiful and handsome friends here and the nice environment with my family. OMG ! I still have to go, my mom wants me to study :') Well, I guess I have to follow what my mom feels best for me. This evening I was on the phone with a friend of mine for 2 hours :O We talked about the school we are going to, and talking about seniors who bully their juniors. Damn it ! If I get any seniors who tries to bully me, one day you will get it ! This is serious shit. We talked about the system going on there, and I can conclude that I will very very very VERY busy ! It's like 4.00 am, rise and shine. 7.15 am to 2.30 pm school hours. 4.00 to 5.00pm we have the evning prep. 5.15-6.00 pm we have some relaxation, to the library, IT lab, canteen and stuff. 8.00 to 10.30 pm is our night prep. 11.30 pm lights off. I can feel the pressure. I hope I could fit-in in that school, OH GOD PLEASE ! Pressure pressure.

So just now I was calling my friends, only 2 answered, Syakina and Kien How. I talked with Syakina like sooooooooo long. Hahaha. Oh and I got this kinda threat from my boyfriend. You know what, I HATE YOU ! Yes, I do. And I'm swearing to God that I hate you ! He really gets on my nerve sometimes. This is another problem -_- Should I stop with him ? Should I continue ? Today I cried like so many times thinking of soooo many things happening around me. Although I got back again with my friend ( name won't be mentioned ) I always get bad news. Okay actually, I don't hate him, he was on my nerves just now. He's going to leave me because of kidney failure ? THIS IS SHIT ASS ! He wants me to find for a new one, but I can't ! My life is soooooooo going down.

I was watching a Chinese drama just now on TV and that drama was really like OMG ! You cheater ! How could you do that to a girl :O To guys out there, don't cheat yourself by saying you love someone but actually you don't and don't break a girls heart cause girls are sensititve. Why do stupid bad things happen to me. I don't blame God or anyone, only curious. And the mystery boy I was talking all along here in my blog, I won't get to see him anymore and I'm gonna miss him. Yeah, one day 'you' will know why you're the mystery boy. You took my heart once, but I don't know why everyting's different. I wish I could be myself that dosen't have any major problems. I'm not happy now, I'm too sad, too depressed and my blog is getting to long if I don't stop. When will I get my normal teenage life back ?! OH GOD, PLEASE HELP ME :'(

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
13/01/2011, 1811 hours.

Miss

It's our 9 month anniversary todaaaaay :D * happy

*sad .OMG ! I just read Aida Aliah's blog and she was sad cause I'm moving soon. She said there she is crying. Shit, now I'm crying ! Aida, I'm gonna miss YOU ! And everybody here ! We were friends for almost 10 years and still ! OMG, I really hate this,really really hate it :( Aida, this is for you, you didn't do anything that break my heart or what so ever, and do didn't have to say sorry. I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU !

This is hard for me, and not cool for me to leave my beloved friends here ! I'm even leaving ze boyfriend. OMG this sucks ! Somany things which I palnned won;t be working out. DAMN IT ! Well, looks like I won't be studying accounts with 'him', enter badminton and frisbee competition, contribute some help for my house team, being a pressident for badminton and english club, get my exco-board again for prefects, meet 'him', online with boyfriend. OMG TOO MANY ! Now, I'm so stressed with the stupid papers I collected this evening from the school. I had to fill up sooooo many stupid papers. Oh gosh, only one great news, he's talking to me in facebook right now :D COOL !

Well, I guess, I have to study and follow what my mom say. I don't want to make her sad :)

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
2200 hours, 11/01/2011

HAFIZ

Oh Hafiz, I love youuuu. You rock ! i love your voice. It's so sexy :O
I wish you could sing for me. OMG his song is so lovely. So touching, I'm melting !
LOL, I Love You Hafiz ! Currently, chatting with Aiman, he is supporting Hafiz too, AWESOME !
Oh shit,I'm crying :O BYE ! Stupid me -.- Emotional ! ARGH !

Survey

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
My face

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Greenish to blue

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Dang, yeah !

4.Do you plan outfits?
Sometimes. On special occasions.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?

Boring and halfway going crazy. LMAO

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
My own pyjamas I'm wearing now :) Heee

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
A-I-M, I guess ?

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
OMG :O Scary and I wish it won't happen.

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
Duuuh, I met this guy where I met him at USJ 23's Badminton Court.

10. What are you craving right now?
Cool Blog :P

11. Do you floss?
Ya think ?

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Green ?

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
Loooooong time ago :)

14. Are you emotional?
Of course -.-

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
Err, not really.

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Almost :D

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Lick first, then bite it.

18. Do you like your hair?
Oh yeaaah.

19. Do you like yourself?
Oh yes !

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Duuuh :P

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
What's that ?

22. What are you listening to right now?
Kebahagiaan dalam Perpisahan - Shahrir on TV3.

23. How many countries have you visited ?
Two.

24. Do you like paintings ?
Sometimes.

25. Would you go sky diving?
I wish I could man ! Anyone wanna join me ?

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
No thanks, I rather starve for a week -_-

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
My pleasure. Woots ;D

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
My necklace :)

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
My sandcastle, yes. LOL

30. Do you rent movies often?
Nope.

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
Prahveen Megan.

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
Raihani ? HELL YEAH !

33. Do you own a gun?
Water gun, yes.

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
I'll try before going to bed tonight :P

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
Alone, in the cold. Oh :(

36. Brown or white eggs?
Err, white ?

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Naaah.

38. Ever been on a train?
OMG, of course.

39. Ever been in love?
Oh yeah :O

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
Used to.

41. Are you too forgiving?
No waaay.

42. Do you use chap stick?
Ya think ?

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
In school, with me ? LOL.

44. Can you use chop sticks?
Yesss.

45. Ever have cream puffs?
I guess ?

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Err no

47. What was the last question you asked?
" Asked your mom ? "

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Maher Zain's album :D

49. Boys or girls?
Both.

50. What is your bus number for school?
I don't go on a bus to school.

51. Is your hair curly?
Nope.

52. Last time you cried?
An hour ago -_-

53. Ever walked into a wall?
Yes, this evening.

54. Do looks matter?
Not at all.

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
Naaah.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes and I'm sorry :)

57. Favorite time of the year?
I've got a long list here !

58. Favorite color?
Red.

59. Are you sarcastic?
I can be.

60. Do you have any tattoos?
Nope.

61. The last person you held hands with?
Oh dear :)

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Sometimes. Heee :D

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
i-City, Shah Alam.

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
I don't have enemies and I don't want to have them either :)

65. Do you like your life right now?
Honestly, not really. It's a little harsh already -.-

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
Used to talk often, but not anymore :')

67. What is your favorite animal?
Cats ?

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Secret :P

69. Do you have good vision?
Nooooooooooo :'(

70. Can you hula hoop?
Yeaaah !

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
No thanks -_-

72. Do you have a job?
Naaah.

73. Can you handle the truth?
Of course,well not all the time.

74. What are you wearing?
Pyjamas.

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Oh yeah baby :) i wish I could do that more,but I can't for some reasons -.-

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
2200 hours, 09/01/2011

Thin air

I just finished studying BM komsas and novel. Well I read some of the komsas part and it was okay, not really nice, but not really bad. 50/50 I can say. Then I read the novel's synopsis and it was soooo sad ! I could imagine reading the whole book and having a black eye under my eyes the next morning :O Gosh ! I wanna read it tomorrow man. I cried for a while, cause come on, it's so sad here ! LOL. Currently watching TV3, AJL25. I hope Hafiz wins the award ! I LOVE YOU HAFIZ ! Woots.

Well this morning went to Subang Parade, I got my iPod and it's yellow :) Went to MPH to buy some reference books and there was this guy looking for the same book as I was, Additional Mathematics. So we were like " Mana buku ni ?! " Hahaha. Later I saw Puan Sharmila, Kirtanraj and his family. Around 2.30pm, Kien How came. We did chemistry and maths. Nothing much. Around 6pm I was trying to search some songs to download but I failed -.- I was sooo angry and I was scolding my brother, so we had a fight and he was saying that he would steal my iPod. LAME DOE ! Steal your money and get a new one, and I'm done. Muahahahah.

Err, I'm bored now cause the songs they are playing are not my taste -.- Well, this few weeks back, I was thinking of making my own song, pffft, I tried so many times but I failed cause I only wrote like few lines. Heh :D And tomorrow, my cousin maybe coming. Oh shit ass ! Please don't, I don't want him here :O Okay I am evil ?

Next, I wanna say, If you're faking it, just stop it. Cause I can see. Stop faking, stop lying, stop saying you love people when you don't. OhMyGah ! I fell like biting you -.-

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
2132 hours, 09/01/2011

New Friend

Nur Syamimi Nabilah is her name :) I love you doe ! Hahaha, she's nice and friendly. We often laugh because we think of almost the same thing :D School was fine but sometimes I hate it when I saw some people who I am not suppose to meet -_- So annoying ! Arghhh ! * Screams.






Oh SHINee ! I LOVE YOU ! You guys are sooooo hot ! I want Kim Ki Bum ( KEY ), Taemin and Min Ho. Well, I didn't care much at first about them when Aina Nabilah, Aida Aliah, and Jo Ann were talking about them. But since Aida Aliah always staybacks at my house for studies, we were always talking about SHINee, Beast and others, I got excited and I am obsessed with them already and this Sunday, I told my dad, if there's nothing, I wanna go to Subang Parade and get there album. I don't care, I'll spend my money on thier album man ! OMG OMG ! * Screams. I've repeating their songs today like more than 10 times already and my mom is going to scream at me if I don't off this in a short while -_- Heee :)

Oh well, today I have Mnadarin at 7-8 pm. Later at 8.30-10 pm I have accounts. Coooool ! I'm going to die if I can;t carry this 10 subjects I'm carrying this year. Gosh. I hope 'he' can help :) His in my school, same form, our class is so near, duuuh, he takes account. Wohooo ! Naah, I don't think so, he has his other cool friends :) Nvrmind. Aww, sad story here ! Pffft. Tomorrow, my cousins are coming from Johor. I'm playing badminton in the morning, but I don't know with who to play with. Zaki, Faiz and Benjamin are playing today. Even NOW ! I can't go :( Awww mna, another sad story.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
1730 hours, 07/01/2011

XOXO

I miss you,
You miss me,
We are missing each other,
With a great big love and a heart from me and you,
Won't you say you miss me too.

Awww, I made this song for you ^_^ For those who reads this blog, I love youuuu ! Muaah ! Hee :) Goodnight world.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
2207 hours, 03/01/2011

Friends

A friend in need is a friend indeed. Well, i guess it's true. Okay see, I do not have any enemies around me, but if you wanna make enemy with me, curse yourself first ! I repeat, I HAVE NOOOO ENEMIES. I mean, what for ? So not cool. I don't care if you say " Dude, anti this girl " Well I will just say " Go ahead bloody fool ! " Just because you think you your older dosen't mean you treat people like jerks. If you don't wanna help, then don't cause I didn't force you shit ! ARGHH I'm getting upset with youuuu loooooser. Everytime you need two pairs of ears to share your problems, I'll give them, but now ......... I thank you for being a fake all along. You really dissapoint me this time. The word 'SORRY' is really hard to take it easy on cause you fake a lot ! No enemy means no enemy lah BODOH !

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
2158 hours, 03/01/2011

4 Bakti

The title above is my class for this year and I'm okay with it. OKAY. Well, my class teacher is Puan Tay or Puan Tey ? I forgot :) Let's call her here Puan T. Then we had some morning blabber from the headmistress and next it was Physics. Oh I love that teacher. Shaun was really getting on her nerves I guess. LOL. Bm comes next and the teacher sounded like Indonesian ? Nevermind, maybe it's just the way she speaks. Recess, I forgot to go for recess ! I came off the class and walked on floor down and there the bell goes. So annoying -_- Had to do duty and I was soooo lonely :( Then comes maths and Puan Yeoh is there for us. Hakiimi was the very first victim. Hahah. Bla bla bla, went to maths room. After maths was english and it was Puan Natlie. Aida and I were screaming when we saw her -_- LMAO. English was nothing much until Puan Natlie, Aida and I talked like so many things. We were kinda like gossiping stuff :) Sejarah was last and as usual, BORING ! The class was noisy. Today, Imma good girl cause I help teacher to clean the board until my hand was ewwww !

Well, today was okay but I just got a bad news, I of course bad news are not nice and is supposed to hate -_- What am I going to do ? Dear oh dear :'( I fell sad. Oh and there's another bad news. Prefects will also get demerit points if we are late for duty, didn't come for duty, like ponteng and other stuff. THIS IS SHIT ! I wanna pull myself off, but I can't ! WHY OH WHY ?!

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
2134 hours, 03/01/2011