Twenty-Five

Ignore the title. I've got nothing to explain for that. LOL. Anyways, today was my last class/day for semester 1. Next week is study week and the following week is our finals. Gosh. Time flies. 6 papers to sit, I want that Dean's List oh please but I'm too scared to face the fact that I really need to study smart and perform really good in my exam this coming 6th of November. 

First paper begins with English on the 6th November, followed by Accounting on the 7th, Malaysian Studies on the 8th. Then we have a short break, like 5 - 6 days ? Not really a break, since there's 3 papers to go, so need to study really hard. Hm, I really hope I can manage my time well and just not to give up easily. Really need some supports from the beloved ones :') 

On the 14th we ( my class ) have Business Mathematics, followed by Management on the 18th and last on the 19th we'll have IT in Business. My worst worry here is MALAYSIAN STUDIES. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY :-/ This is scary. Even accounts and business maths, I don't feel to bad, idk, maybe there's something, maybe I can go through that subject, Amin :) Carry marks for Malaysian studies, out of 60, I have 51 in my hands, I know it's pretty good, but I still have the stupidity of thinking I may not make it for even an A-. Why haniii ? Oh dear :( 

I'll update more soon. Don't feel like studying tonight. LOL. Dammit ! I'm giving full commitment here in m studies, I want to make my parents proud. That's all. All I want is, I want them to be happy. O Allah, please help me :')

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2135 hours, 25.10.2013

Depressed

Yes, I am absolutely most really very depressed right now. Sebab tadi nampak Hana tweet dekat twitter yang MARA dia dah dapat. Mak dia dah check kan, and so on. So done. Dia dah dapat. Lepastu Wani pulak buka cerita pasal MARA dengan aku. Hm, dah lah e-pendahuluan pun aku tak dapat dapat lagi. Apa niiii :( Kfine, sabar lagi ni. Lepastu Farah pulak tanya. 

Wooooiiii bapak dia gila stress lah sia. Why MARA, why you do like this to meeee ? * cries a river * I can see that ayah aku cam dah berharap aku dapat and I really can stand everytime he asked about MARA, sebab benda tu dia cam kata bukan nya family aku tak mampu nak support sendiri,but he wants me to save some money for myself in the future and bila haritu aku seronok cerita dekat parents aku yg I really really really really want to continue my studies overseas, lagilah weh. Hm. WHY !

Ummi cakap berperingkat, sabar je lah. But kadang kadang I have this negative thinking saying that I won't get them you know ? Hm. Takpe, I'm still waiting. And waiting. AND WAITING. Done. Itu cerita pasal MARA.

Next, pasal Test 3 accounts. You know what ? Aku dapat 98% pulaaakk. Cam perghh my efforts I put on before this really puts a smile on my face tadi masa madam pulangkan balik results ktorg. Test je. I know, cam chill lah kan. Tapi sebab test 2 aku yg hancur haritu, yang dpat C+ haritu tu, benda tu cam dah buat aku rasa sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat down. SANGAT okayy. Sangat down. Sebab aku among the rendah drpd yg rendah. Perghh tragis gila babe. Sokayy, aku sabar masa tu, I put in efforts and finally made it and next is really strive to the max for finals. Paper accounts 7 November 2013, on Saturday. TAKPE. I will really keep to my goals and nak dekan. Fuuuhh, muka semangat. Hehe. 

BTW, yang dengki sangat dengan aku tu, sokaayyy, you're just jealous of me bitches. Get a fucking life out there oh please. Thank youuu :D Mak aihh, mencarut pulak aku ni. Hahaha, biarkan. Sooo, rasanya cam tu je kot. Malas dah nak fikir panjang panjang, nak taip panjang panjang lagi. Aku rasa post ni pun dah cam panjang gila bapak woi -.- See ya !

xoxo, Raihani Rahman.

1818 hours, 21.10.2013

AidilAdha 2013

Basically, nothing happen much today, and here are some pictures to describe my day today in Durian Tunggal, Melaka. Hihi :)

Nothing much to say, banyak lagi gambar tapi cam malas nak tunggu sebabtah asal blog ni lembap sangat kena upload satu satu. Hm, hahaha toddles ! 

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2151 hours, 15.10.2013

Suria KLCC

Well, this post is about yesterday, a day spent with Kemuning girls, walaupun tk semua but, yang ada Besi, Ash dengan Nawa. And aku lah kann. Duuhh. Hahahaha. So cerita dia camni. Ktorg plan bnde ni agak last minute, especially aku. Bagi jwpn di waktu genting. Haha. So semalam ktorg pergi Suria KLCC. Ash dah tnggu dkat TGV Cinemas. Lepastu aku drpd Shah Alam naik train. SORANG SORANG okayy. Tabah takk ? Hehehe kalau mak aku tahu ni, MATI AKU. Soooo sampai TGV Cinemas, aku dengan Nawa cam bapak gila excited nak tengok Insidious 2 tapi masalahnya showtime Insidious 2 utk hari tu, 12.00AM. Lawak gila wohoo -.-

Sooo Nawa suggest tgk Sadako 2. Okay lahh, ada 2 dekat belakang tu. Hahahaha. Tiket pukul 1.50pm, and ktorg cam ada 50 minit lagi so pusingpusing area tu je lahh. Lepastu bila masuk berebut seat -.- Yang paling aku tk boleh nak blahh tu, Nawa sampai tertido tengok Sadako 2 tu, Ash beli tiket wayang tapi aku rasa dia 90% tutup mata, tutup muka je. Hahaha. Yang besi lagi best, boleh pulak dia main whatsapp dengan twitter dalam tu -.- haiyaaa. And and, apa yg besi predict what will happen next, memang terjadi dlm movie tu. Aku dah cam WEHH KAU DIRECTOR DIA KE APA ? Hahahaha.

Besi org tengok cerita hantu dia pi gelakgelak mcm tgk raja lawak. Aku dah pahal lah dia ni. Haihh. Sabo je. Aku ? Kerja aku asal terkejut je meraba Ash. Hahaha. Sorry Ash :p We had great times walaupun sekejap. Plan nak jmpe Kak Hassni, tapi dia takde time tu, so takpelah. Ash pulak kebetulan nak beli iPad. Ktorg ni duk berlakon dgn sales person tu. Cam lawak. Besi ni dengan lawak bodoh diaa, kasi bungkus ikat tepi ais kurang bagai bagai. Ehhh stress dohh ! Hahahaha. Tapi best lah. Bak kata besi, skarang ni Ash dah makin kurus, Nawa cam pendek. Kahkahkah ! No offence people :) 

Lepastu main fish eye Ash. Gila batak kejap enn. Muehehehe. Then pergi makan and done, aku pun balik. Hehe. So here are some treasured moments we had yesterday :

So that's about it, aku pilih gambar randomly. Hahaha sorry kalau ada cacat di mana mana. Hope to meet you guys and Kemuning yg lain soon. Signing off, Hanimaduuu.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2139 hours, 15.10.2013

I have noooo idea what you're up to but I'm guessing you're trying to make up to something you've done wrong. I don't know, just maybe. Aku serba salah sebenarnya dengan kau ni tau ? Tapi aku buat muka tebal je. Hish. Susah lah camni. I'm always the one being so kind to people and ending up being so stressed up. Fine. Sadis gila. I really need to learn to tell people the truth you see. Ohh Hani, pleaseeee ! 

But at least had a great night spending time with some people who appreciates me. I guess. Uh huh. Alright, good night world ! 

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2358 hours, 13.10.2013

Live it up ~

Currently #np Live it up. Hahaha. So the one thing bothering me right now is my test 2. Why ? Hm. This is saddening man. Test 2 consists of English Speaking Test, Business Maths, Accounts, IT Business and Fundamentals of Management. Well, the thing now is Accounts and Business Maths dah sit for the paper andddddd Accounts aku, yang aku paling tak sangka, ohh sedih gila ! Guess what ? Aku tk dapat A. Not even B. Haa berapa aku dapat ? C+ wehh, 56. Cam wehh pahal bodoh sngt !

Yeahh, apa yg madam cakap dekat aku tu cam aku bengang lah jgk wehh. She shouldn't have put that statement right pangg at my face. Terasa okayy. Dammit. Bukan nak bangga ke what the hell ke tapii tak pernah lagi aku dapat result camni, soooo cam down kejap lah. I mean, yeah my best buds semua cam "Hani, asal mcm ni ? Jgn down wehh. Ktorg tau kau boleh." And blablablaa, but ! Serious aku cam down kayy time tu. Even bila aku teringt balik pun dah cam down. But anyways, I really wanna thank these three people, who has always been around me, Wani, Amal and Ihsan. Sumpah kalau korang takde time tu aku rasa aku dah banjir tsunami semua ahh !

Aku senyap je madam tembak aku masa tu. Shits man. Itu cerita accounts. Masa business maths semalam pulak, time test 2, dalam dewan aku dah rasa macam ada something wrong somewhere but sometimes, I just don't trust my feelings although it's always right. The thing is dah aku cam tknk percaya, so aku stay tugh je lah jwab paper business maths tu. And bila dah habis paper, teringt balik jawapan yg aku kurang confident tu, aku tnya Wani balik and dia cam HAAANII ! Aku ? Lagilah terkejut and terkesima and ahhh ! Sedih gila babenggg siaaa. 

Hm, all this happens for a reason. I know :') Sokayyy. Keep calm and keep on studying for finals. Jyeah ! Um tapi aku ni jenis yang kalau teringt sikit je haa mula lah sedih lahh, lagu jiwang bagai cam org putus cinta. Heh. Hm acanno ? Aku rasa post aku kali ni cam laju gila aku taip and panjang gila. Essay BI pun tk camni woii ! Hahahaha. Okay dah byee, and for those who reads this post, please jangan gelak. Aku cam stress gila ehh kali ni dengan result aku. Hm baru accounts dengan business maths. IT Business dengan Fundamentals of Management tak jawab test lagi so Imma do ma best ;) Muah !

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)
1943 hours, 13.10.2013

FRIDAY

It's Friday and sepatutnya kalau nak ikutkan selalunya, haha, aku balik dah sekarang ni, dah selamat sampai KL Sentral kayy ? Huh, tapii sebab ada test Business Maths esok PETANG, petang pulak tuu. Hampeh. Nevermind, nasib baik test 2, kalau quiz memey ah aku ponteng je. Ceehh berani sngt lah tu hani ? Hahaha.

So for now, Test 2 in progress. Accounts dah settle. Tinggal IT Business, Business Maths and Fundamentals of Management je. Pengajian Malaysia dgn English takdok. Yippie ! Hehe. Need to study and stay focus. Risau pun ada ni, sebab lecturer cam bnyk gila cerita itu ini pasal student yg nak finals ni. Haish.

Sokayy, what I study is what I'll get. Kan kan kan ? I know, I know. 

Hmm, rinduuuuuuu dia. Hahaha kay dahh byee. Nak study :p

Btw, aku rindu teknik kl klauster kecemerlangan tu ! Hahahaha. Nampak tak, pergi kolej pun pakai jersey gama. Hijau menyala :p Japp, takyah kutuk gambar aku, aku tau tak lawa walaupun aku rasa cam lawa.  Hahaha kayy dah byeee.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman.

1409 hours, 11.10.2013