Shaa K, sorry. okayokaay kau tak jiwang. gurau jee. hihi. aku baca blog kau harini -.- cehh saje nak borak dlm blog? Memey ah. lol. Shaa K or SHAKIR? Junior kau mmg berfikiran terbuka. hahaha. good luck lah dgn junior kauu. hoho.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

0919 hours, 27.01.2012

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Ignore the title, sebab tgh dengar lagu yeah yeah yeah by chris brown. baru ada semangat nak taip dkat blog nii kan? Teehee. hanii, kau dah balik nak dkat seminggu baru harini kau nak update. syabas! Lol. takdelah, mcm tkde nafsu pun nak online. ye ke? Heh. oh btw, post ni khas untuk lelaki ni, ada lah kan, nak tahu? Okaaay, tujuannya saje je. eh tak, tujuan 'karangan' ni sebab under cuti cuti smtkl, english. essay bi. so buat je lh. tapi aku nak dia baca. mencapap sikit. hahaha. so here it goes. ps, kalau tak suka, bolehh blah.

Everyone on this world has a special person who either had taught good meaningful things to them or had influenced good things to them. everyone on earth has their own special personality to help others and we should always be thankful to the ones who had teach us things that brings joy and happiness to our life. in my case, there is a person who has had a great influenced in my life. he had changed my life to a bette person day by day. it was an honourable moment since i have meet him. this particular person i would talk about is my one and only true best boyfriend, Muhammad Syahmi bin Nazran.

Syahmi for short, he is 17, same age as me. we went to the same secondary school together since we were 13. that was how i met him. although we were not in the sam class nor society, he treats me really nice. i can say he is shy because i seldom see he mix around with other girls. we were closer since te both of us shifte school the early year last year, 2011. i went to continue my studies in sek men teknik kuala lumpur and took accounts there while syahmi went to sek men teknik jasin and took mechanical engineering. the last time i met with him was at ourformer school carnival at sek men keb usj 13.

there are some physical appearance that i would like to describe on syahmi. he is tall, thin and does not has a hunched back. although he is thin, he has a big appetite. he has a normal malay skin colour, not too fair or too dark. his has a button nose which i think is cute.syahmi takes good care of his hair as they look neat and short. he has black hair and eyes. he is physically strong althoug he is skinny. he has the advantage to play basketball as he is tall.

different personality determinds for different people. as i said earlier syahmi is a shy person. you would find him difficult to see him being loud. he is a caring person too. he cares for his family and people around him. for instance, he always spends time with his family and oftenhelps around the house. he treats his mum with honour and rspect. next being honest is the part where i like being friends with him. he is always honest in every words he speaks out to people. as a bestfriend of mine, he always lends his ears to me as he is a good listener. he also has bad habits like biting hus pencil or pen. it happens automatically.

that was more or less talking about my bestfriend, syahmi. now, the reason why i love being friends with him is because he has a great influence in my life. firstly, syahmi had taught me how to deal with my tempure. heoften calms me downand tells that by being calm will only settle an unsloved problem. he also said that by being patient would make us think better and wiser in making decisions. he had influence me alot, by the way i think and behave. i will always try to change and put myself in a bette person. reasons for why he is so unforgettable to me is he always give me positive ways in thinking. he gives useful advices and it makes my day better when i use them. he also listens to my storied and lends a shoulder for me to cry on, although i never did, its just a sentence to describe how nice he had be to bring me up again.

there are many more thins i would like to share about syahmi, and having a friend like him is the best thing ever that had happened to my life. i really admire him but keeping it as a secret is enough. i never planned of losing him as a bestfriend and im really happy that we were friends until today. i appriciate fir the things he had helped me with. that was the boy that had a great influenced to my life, Muhammad Syahmi bin Nazran.

The end!

okaaay, so itulah kisah dia. hahhaa. okay skarang aku dah lmbt nk pergi tuition. sebelum mak aku menjerit baik aku off dulu. hihi. chiow!

xoxo,Raihani Rahman :)

1438 hours, 26.01.2012

Shaa K, asal kau tiba tiba jiwang? Oh and lagu david archuleta tu, hahaha, aku sukaaa! Kau tgh over dgn siapa? Outsider? Lol. well here's the thing. esok selasa. and hostelites kena balik asrama and kecoh dkat sana pula lah kan. goshh, macam tk ready oh.

first, susah nak contact MSN. second, susah nak bgtau seseorg ni yang dia dah salah faham and kdg kdg aku mcm pissed off juga lah. this is frankly speaking dear. blerghh. penat risau semua ada. i wanna sing a song.

shadows fill ian empty heart,

as love is fading,

from all the things that we are

but are not saying

can we see beyond the scars

and make it to the dawn?

this song, yes, sngt sedih kalau faham maksud dia. bila aku sedih aku suka dgr lagu ni. eishh, tak suka lah down mcm ni. okay tukar topik. harini je, inbox dkat phne aku penuh dgn soalan esk balik hostel pakai baju apa, dah dapat surat ke belum, bal bla blaa, semua pasal asrama. terasa diri aku mcm information counter? Ahahah. well, aku dah dapat surat! Wohoo. jgn lupa nnt dah lah hanii. kau tu dah lah pelupa. well, say hellooooo to Tulip, my new dorm. takdelah new sngt pun -.- okaylah esok smbng. hihi. sakit bahuuu, aaahh!

what about now,

what about today, what if you're making me all that i was meant to be?

*continues to singg.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2336 hours, 02.01.2012

aaah, tajuk takde. okay aku dah taip bapak pnjng gila tadi, lepastu adik aku yang mcm, eishh aku nak berambus drpd muka dia esok. toloooong lh cepat. ptt lh upsr tk dpt lima A. bangang sngt.

okaay tadi aku makan durian dgn ummi tersayang and aku teringt masa pesta durian haritu. best gilaa. sememangnya budak lelaki teknik kl lebih hantu durian drpd yang perempuan. hahaha. dorm aku 17 org, and yang makan gila gila 4 org je, termasuk diriku yang comel ini. cehh perasan pula. cikgu agihkan durian kan tapi tk bagi bnde nak belah durian tu. memang cikgu nak ktorg buka dgn gigi kan? Hahah. so malam tu kecoh lah satu sklh kata nnt toilet berbau lah, bom meletup sana sini lah. selekeh betul diaorg ni. tapi lawak juga sebenarnya. cikgu siap pesan jgn mkn over sngt sbb dia tknk nnt esk bdk dtg sklh demam lepastu nak balik lah apa bagai. rileks lh cikgu, kalau cikgu tk bgtau pun ktorg akan buat juga kan kann? Bdk teknik kl ni bnyk akal fikiran dia. hahah.

so tadi text dgn MSN and ktorg adalah sembang pasal cikgu Nuraini, cikgu science ktorg dkat sekolah usj 13. hmm, teringt dkat dia, masa form one, kelas aku, berlian masuk lab ada nak buat eksperimen kan? Lepastu tak tau mcm mana, aida aliah ada tersalah buat bnde, dia tuang chemical tu dlm sinki and tiba tiba asap dgn api keluar, lepastu yg mana athma tu mcm sesak nafas sume, semua org jadi panik. cikgu huraini mcm salahkan diri dia sbb tk jaga ktorg. lepastu ada yg dah menangis, cikgu pun menangis. cuak gilaa masa tu. tak ramai org tauu, sbb ni kira mcm rahsian antara belian je lh. heheh, masa tu siap bawa popcorn masuk lab sbb cikgu kata nak tgk video apa tah tk ingt. amik akauu, mmg video gempak gilaa. live pula tu. asap, api semua ad depan mata. masa tu aku fikir mati je. haha. umm itu je kot. mcm tkde mood sngt nak update. esk pagi smbng lh bnde lain. assalamualaikum!

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2319 hours, 02.01.2012

Better place

Omg! Todays new year already. sedih, gembira, marah, terhalu, semua perasaan bercampur macam rojak mamak yang aku beli bawah pokok dkat SS9. Hahaha, rojak, oh sedaapnya. Dah dahh, over betul. setelah membaca blog aishah k dgn aisha amran, fuuhh, asrama pula? Aishah k siap upload gambar luggage bag dia. semangat doe kauu. hahaha. kalau kau rasa packing beg kau semalam dah semangat, kau tak fikir aku. 27.12.2011 aku dah SIAP packing luggage. lagilah semangat. bahahah. mula mulaa excited gila kot, yelahh dah lama tk jumpa kawan kawan aku physco gilaa dkat asrama tuu kan? Lepastu semalam, sebelum new year semua org update status facebook pasal dorm, taknak balik asrama, malas lah apa bagai tu, aku pun mcm terpengaruh, sebab entahlah. hihi. malas gila babuun.

kalau boleh nak bako je asrama tuu. eh saba, bako sekolah dulu lah. hahaha. sebab sekolah tu aku kena ddk asrama enn? Chill, aku kan sayang sekolah, mpp kan kena sayang sekolah. adalah orang tuu cakap mcmtu. eishh! Aku bako kauu dulu! Hahaha. nampaknya lah kan, barang aku macam tk bnyk. entah, pelik, aku dah kemas 3 kali, tapi makin lama makin sikit. bongok gilaa. okaay, aku ada satu luggage bag, satu beg berisi buku buku rujukan dan latihan, satu beg sekolah berisi buku teks yg tk pulang lagi. hihi. and baldi semuatu lh. ohohh, makanan sekali. itu je ? Ada baju dah siap iron, tudung sekolah hitaaaam bro ! Penat aku cari yang dah siap jahit, susah betul nak jumpa, last last beli yang biasa je. haaaihh, lopek ah shah alam nii. cehh, jahat betul mulut aku ni.

aaaa, aku rasa mcm nak bawa je guitar aku tuu! Dulu masa dgn kemuning, bawa guitar sorok dekat tepi katil. lawak ohh. nasib baik tk kena rampas. alaah tapi masa tu boleh bawa, sbb kalau buat performance boleh lah bawa kan, takkan nak practice guna kayu. hahaha. tapi kena minta kebenaran ustaz JA. ustaz JA? Memey ah aku takut nk jmpe diaa, diam diam sudah. bila main guitar dlm dorm je, mmg lah semua nak kecoh kann, main lagu tu, lagu ni, nyanyi nyanyi dgn kawan kawan semua. masa persembahan bakat amal, aku main laguu fall for you enn enn? Practice smpai 4 pagi dgn senior aku, bngn pukul 5.30Siap siap nak pergi sekoah sbb pagi tu ada karnival apa ke benda tah. lepastu practice smpai malam persembahan. seronoook sngt!

lepastu bulan julai, ada talent time. itu paling best ! Hahah, first, price tag, dengan kak Tholhah. kakak sado ku. hihi. suara dia mantap gilaa lah wehh. lepastu buat team dgn ster and qis. ktorg campur campur laguu, with you, 15 dgn lagii satu tk ingt lh. hoho. tapi bestt. next year? Ada plan, tapi tengoklah. oh masa tu kan MOL main lagu tak bisa memilihmu, perghh semua macam sukaa gila. hmm, dah lah janji nak bagi chords, tak bagi pun. takpelah, aku sedar aku ni siapa. kisah lalu, jgn dikenang. blerghh.

sesungguhnya aku tengah countdown nak balik asrama. omg, susah lah. nanti rinduuuu segala. why oh why. life has to go on hani :) aaaahh, dah lah tgh laguu tak bisa memilihmu. bongok betul kau ni tengah hari buta mcmni pun nak jiwang meh ? Kbai.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

1550 hours, 01.01.2012