Let me go !

*thinks very deep down in the heart.

Wow, recently I just read Aishah K's blog and I was really touched of what she wrote there. I mean, it was seriously true. Friendships. What can I say ? It's a random post of her's tapi aku rasa what I was thinking since I moved school pun betul jugak. No, I don't say it's a bad idea of changing school, when you actually starting to love that school. I admit, aku memang sayang SEKOLAH MENENGAH TEKNIK KUALA LUMPUR jauh lebih sayang daripada SEKOLAH MENENGAH USJ 13. Kenapa ? Sebab kawan kawan aku dekat teknik lebih menghargai aku drpd dkat U13. Aku tak rasa korang terasa kan ? Yelahh, aku ni siapa je. Selalu bagi korang masalah kat sekolah lama dengan kes aku tu. Shit gila lah dapat kawan macam korang ni -.- Bila aku online je, korang cakap aku sombong sebab tak tegur korang and dah taknak call/text korang. My eyes were about to came off when you people said that. It's like a slap just passed through my face. Aku online aku yang tegur korang dulu, terhegeh hegeh pergi dekat wall korang and post things there. Eh kejapp, aku macam taknak cakap pasal ni lagi ? It's a waste of time kalau korang nak mengalah. Kalau aku post benda pasal pasal kawankawan baru, it's not a matter at all, sebab they deserve it much more than you guys.

Well, harini aku rasa down sikit. I don't why. Okay so harini dah 5 December 2011. I have lots of things to do, lots of things to think and most importantly, I must change for a better me. December ni plans aku adalah seperti berikut :

1. Nak buat seloka sekola dan post di sini.

2. Study harder than ever.

3. Respect myself before asking others to respect myself.

4. Taknak membazir duit.

5. Forget about friends who don't treat me as the way they should.

Goshh, aku rasa aku ada buat list tapi tak ingat lah pulak mana aku letak ? Anywyas, aku happy lepas 'dia' bagi semangat dekat aku. Oh and harini aku macam jiwang sikit ? Duk main lagulagu jiwang keparat. Asal kau ni Hani ? MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE ! Oh ohh and dekat sini aku nak mengucapkan terima kasih kepada Hamizatul dan 'Aisyah Mardhiyyah kerana mempromosikan novel bertajuk 'Andai itu takdirnya ' sebab aku berjaya melelehkan air mata aku. Eishh, sedih gila lah cerita tuuu. Aku tak boleh nak control segala. Pffft. Kalau buat drama tu aku rasa memang menang anugerah skrin ! Eheh,okay over betul aku ni -.- Dah lah, nak post seloka 4P2 pun tak jadi. Esok aku post ehh wahai classmate tersayang. Sayang ke ? Ecehh, aku sayang korang :) Ahahah. *okay dah tak betul.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2158 hours, 05.12.2011