Turning New

A conversation which made me changed my mind. I was indeed stubborn and such a pathetic. I know, you don't have to hide it. Well I can change, and I will change. I want a brighter and a better future. 2012 is coming soon, while 2011 will leave me behind. I had such a memory stuck to my mind these few years, from 2009-2011. I am tired, annoyed and of course upset with everything. I wan an idiot, but idiots can change, it's either before they die with a healthy life or sick lying on the hospital bed crying for God's help. I totally miss the old me. I mean the old old me. Like back when I was in primary school. Oh yeah, the life. But life has to go on.

Well, a friend of mine text me recently and she met with an accident. My heart felt like it broke into pieces ! She's doing fine now but she's my friend and I'm worried ! Well, she's a really good friend to me. She cares about me just like a mom. We call ourselves twins because teachers and wardens were saying we have the same face especially when she wears her specs. Gosh, she said something to me just now and I felt like crying. Urghh.Get well soon Fazlin :')

Next, I'm starting to think that some of my friends are trying to creep me out. I don't know weather to be frank or just leave it alone but they were counting on me to be the one. I won't say be the one what, cause it might be a sensitive issue by bringing this up to my blog. My friends were counting on me, I'm confused and I'm lost. Everything seems to messed up.

Finally, just to finish before going off to bed, I sincerely and want to make it clear that anyone of you who thinks I'm a total jerk, think again. You might just lost the most precious thing on Earth. I want to be for who I am and please take note. Next year, you won't get to see the me this year, Raihani Rahman 2011. No waaay. I will be a new person so I hope you like me for who I am and not for the things I have or whatever. Wonderful today right ? Night fellow :)

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2310 hours, 12.12.11