Before I Go

IF THE EARTH NEEDS SUN FOR ITS LIGHT, THEN THE HEART SHOULD CRAVE FOR THE LIGHT TOO, THAT IS FROM THE QURAN.

A short and simple quote to share for tonight. Yes, it's my last night before leaving to PLKN. Tomorrow is the big day. Really ? Haa I guess. I've been crying for the past nights and I may go blind if I continue this pathetic attitude. Here's what I feel and I can't stop thinking of :

1. I'm going to leave my families and friends.

2. I'm not going to my cousin's sister's wedding. She's like so upset I couldn't make it :(

3. I'm gonna miss blog.

4. I'm gonna miss facebook and tumblr.

5. I'm not going to miss Twitter. Ha-ha. Sarcastic much right ? :D

6. I'm scared of leaving important things at home. 

7. My mom will scream at me if I leave my things and asking her to bring it there for me. Blerghh.

8. Salary still coming in, no worries yaww.

9. Just be ME and if they don't like me, GET YOUR BUTTS OF ME ! Opps xD

10. I'm gonna miss Skype so freakin' much.

11. I'll miss staying up all night long and having long conversation.

12. I'm going to miss being a cast reporter with Aiman. Dramatic one I guess.

13. I'm going to miss my abang's text, his 'leteran', everything about him. 

14. Actually, I will seriously miss my abang so much, YOU HAVE TO KNOW THIS ABANG ! #mukaserious.

15. I'm going to miss my bed. 

16. I'll miss my annoying brother, currently sick.

17. I want to have a great life there, in that HUTAN. Hihi. 

18. I love PLKN. Yeaahhh. #slapmeintheface.

19. Primadona's, drama queens are not going to be my type, I don't even care who you are.

20. Just don't mess around with me.

21. Be nice, something like NICE TO SEE, NICE TO HOLD, ONCE BROKEN, YOU ARE SO DEAD.

22. There's too many MISS here I guess ? LOL

23. Just forget it cause, I AM NOT INTERESTED IN YOU MAN. #thumbsup

24. I'm running out of idea.

25. Going to miss my little SISTER :)

26. I should really stop crying, ohmy.

27. I've got a big ego, you should know this.

28. Going to be a successful women a man can have. Aww :') TAKE NOTE, THIS IS TRUE. Hihi. 

29. Going to make new friends.

30. Enjoying 3months in the forest. 

31. I need to control my tempure.

32. I am so crying like a baby before going to sleep tonight. Oh trust me.

33. Err, I'm running out of idea. Pfffttt.

Anyways, this was some of the things I've thinking and missing so much. Hihi. There are so many things to list, but I don't feel like it already. I just wanna say I'm going to miss my family, my superb one and only abang, Naiem, my crazy midnight BFF, Aiman, my little childish sister, Aida, my awesome Tulip-ians members and lastly, wait, there's no more. Hahaha. So yes, I better get some rest and tomorrow is the day. Wirawati negara nak berjuang. Pfftt, jangan pitam pengsan sana sini dah lah. Kay bahasa melayu pulak, Rojak betul malam ni, maklumlah, dah nak blah enn. Aaaaa sedihnya. Tisu manaaa ?! Heh. See you in 3 months.

xoxo, Raihani Rahman :)

2314 hours, 04.01.2013