Depressed

Yes, I am absolutely most really very depressed right now. Sebab tadi nampak Hana tweet dekat twitter yang MARA dia dah dapat. Mak dia dah check kan, and so on. So done. Dia dah dapat. Lepastu Wani pulak buka cerita pasal MARA dengan aku. Hm, dah lah e-pendahuluan pun aku tak dapat dapat lagi. Apa niiii :( Kfine, sabar lagi ni. Lepastu Farah pulak tanya. 

Wooooiiii bapak dia gila stress lah sia. Why MARA, why you do like this to meeee ? * cries a river * I can see that ayah aku cam dah berharap aku dapat and I really can stand everytime he asked about MARA, sebab benda tu dia cam kata bukan nya family aku tak mampu nak support sendiri,but he wants me to save some money for myself in the future and bila haritu aku seronok cerita dekat parents aku yg I really really really really want to continue my studies overseas, lagilah weh. Hm. WHY !

Ummi cakap berperingkat, sabar je lah. But kadang kadang I have this negative thinking saying that I won't get them you know ? Hm. Takpe, I'm still waiting. And waiting. AND WAITING. Done. Itu cerita pasal MARA.

Next, pasal Test 3 accounts. You know what ? Aku dapat 98% pulaaakk. Cam perghh my efforts I put on before this really puts a smile on my face tadi masa madam pulangkan balik results ktorg. Test je. I know, cam chill lah kan. Tapi sebab test 2 aku yg hancur haritu, yang dpat C+ haritu tu, benda tu cam dah buat aku rasa sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat down. SANGAT okayy. Sangat down. Sebab aku among the rendah drpd yg rendah. Perghh tragis gila babe. Sokayy, aku sabar masa tu, I put in efforts and finally made it and next is really strive to the max for finals. Paper accounts 7 November 2013, on Saturday. TAKPE. I will really keep to my goals and nak dekan. Fuuuhh, muka semangat. Hehe. 

BTW, yang dengki sangat dengan aku tu, sokaayyy, you're just jealous of me bitches. Get a fucking life out there oh please. Thank youuu :D Mak aihh, mencarut pulak aku ni. Hahaha, biarkan. Sooo, rasanya cam tu je kot. Malas dah nak fikir panjang panjang, nak taip panjang panjang lagi. Aku rasa post ni pun dah cam panjang gila bapak woi -.- See ya !

xoxo, Raihani Rahman.

1818 hours, 21.10.2013